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Mr.XX...we be couple already 5 month 1 week and 4 days....

Before you won't go out untill so late and not tell me where you go...But now you ofently go out with friend untill so late...You know i can not rest my heart when you not at home and feel very unsafety...After that angry,say something stupid,cry and other...

You know you need work next day? If you sleepy how to serve your customer? How to work nicely? I already told you...first day you sleep not enough and second day tired but still sleep late,after that you will only feel tired and tired...and then easy get sick...This is Vicious circle!!! And before you do the thing you won't considering other ppl feeling and just do it...but when i do without considering you,you will angry at me! Please...not only me...your mum also don't like and won't allowed you go back so late...if you want say me like your mum i admit...but that is concern and worry you...I treat you like my family ...you also treat me like your family...Is it your family will framed and do something bad on you? This is for your own good...

And these days i very 'Suey'...many bad thing happen to me...but you don't know...I can told who those thing...? Only you willing to listen and accompany me...But you are so happy when with your friend...but face me only feel you are moody and angry...And i feel so sad...Today feel stress,upset and depress...My academy thing make feel want to give up it! And straight come work!

I hope you understand that...i have no Intimate friend...i not like you have Dad have mum have gorgor have didi have son have daughter...I just only have you...Only you will concern me,love me and not mind my look/Appearance..Only you are truly love me! You know that?! Without you i really don't know how to live...life is no meaning to me...Before you appear,my life is black and white...But after you appear...my life become colourful...This is true...Not sweet talk...

And i know that you don't like other ppl kepo your thing,but you know how to arrange your time? How to plan your thing?How to schedule yourself? Your concept of time very weak...or can say don't have...That's why...When i mention you what time should do what thing you always say wait...and wait...after that do untill very late,rather waste time at there for nothing...

Maybe you will angry when you see this...but this is a goodway to mention you,and slowly change it...You also can mention me...And i will change it ..You don't like the thing now i not do it also...

Hope you can understand my heart and my regard...hope you can faster and safely reach home...God Bless

Today write untill here...Goodnight...Bby always love you...^.^ Muack~

For Mr.xxx

Just now i do something wrong to my lovely hubby...i shouldn't tight him so much,and i also give him much pressure but i don't know...I not stand at yourside and think your feeling,i'm sorry...Sometime just cause i don't have confidence and lack of safety sense,will be unreasonable and stubborn~But i will try to change those bad habbit...From now i will make myself more mature and not make you worry anymore~i will accompany you,whether you are pressure,moody,happy,excited and other,even i not by yourside but my heart always with you...it is a part of our memory.I very treasure our relationship,you are my everything,in my life can not without you already and i love you so much (Muacks) I believe we can stay together forever untill old,untill die...

This is the first time i write the blog oh~and it is for you~next time you come i will give you see XD. And you also know i never write and speak english before,after know you then speak and write with you only~so don't laugh me,i know some grammar is wrong -.- (Ps:This is the 18th week 2nd day we together already~don't know you still rmb or not :-P)

And last~i want to say in this world don't have suitable or not suitable,just only have treasure each other or not...

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刚弄好这个blog...已经很迟了...-.-
要先去休息其他的明天起来再写...